Dramatic cry
shit, you skeptic about everything? what I am doubting the most is myself. Skepticism might have some roots in the fear of rejection. Ask for a 50% discount on a coffee purchase at starboox. She felt a bit revolted. A good way to manifest skepticism is to use it on govermental establisments and what they favor, the chain of organizations that hold humanity's collective belief system trapped. Eating raw and unprocessed foods breaks a few chains, have a few shirts and pants, dont forget to cheat on food and everything else once in a while... a monk cave retreat is a lolno but disappearing for 6 months is difficult, to do deep work. they tricked us in believing we need someone to tell us how to exist in someone else reality. why such strictness? Zeitgeist movie. Breath becomes deeper - The Laughing Heart poem by Charles Bukowski to me. Oneness means to be true to yourself, be fuckin kind 💀 Set a goal. Take care of this vibe or it can easily end up back to where I was in a second. I find myself naked on the floor crying in humility every once in a while. My thoughts anchores to a blue blanket... theres a new feeling now, that that which is behind the words, is it how we perceive meaning? Every word matters, every silence too and every washing machine in this world self-washing my awareness. I am letting myself go and watch the wild dogs, they contain the brave. Say what I feel in the right moment, do not hold them any longer, be on a down tempo. Bravely be stupid and rethink your dids before falling asleep, what do you want in the next day to happen in your life? Alignment to myself. Definitely ask for another 50% discount on your starboox. Hello? Skill upgraded, pay attention to myself and let time build a filter inside me based on own values. Lets all agree that the steering wheel of the car turns smoothly to the left and to the right, going around troubles. The best of me on a underwater floating carpet. A filter that can easily fall like a cutdown tree that took 100 years to grow. Good news is that once you restart, you can get back to your initial level much faster than you did the first time with higher velocity on focus coz you know better how to navigate your journey. Inhale, exhale. Take care of your leaves🧙🏻♂️ Im not asking myself to do any ritual of being, just a little discipline, inner love, Im there pointing fingers up right and left. There is no such thing as spare time, down time, free time... all u got is life. Henry Rollins (Henry has a book on solipsism). bright side is in every person, if its too hard to see it... move on coz its too difficult for you to help.
The Laughing Heart
your life is your life
don’t let it be clubbed into dank submission.
be on the watch.
there are ways out.
there is light somewhere.
it may not be much light but it beats the darkness.
be on the watch.
the gods will offer you chances.
know them.
take them.
you can’t beat death but you can beat death in life, sometimes.
and the more often you learn to do it,
the more light there will be.
your life is your life.
know it while you have it.
you are marvelous
the gods wait to delight in you.
-- by Charles Bukowski https://www.instagram.com/p/CX0wkvXoMZK/